Category Archives: God

Hold On

Hold on when you can’t go on any longer. Time is against us. The world is against us. But between time and space we exist. So hold on. I cannot save you. I tried damned hard. But I just wasn’t … Continue reading

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Please Keep Hope Alive. I am Dying Without My Husband, I am in Pain, But I will Prevail, My Spirit is Strong!

The boils started on my legs this afternoon. My mother scrambled to rub cocoa butter on them while my father said to try the Calamine lotion. I don’t know what to do. I just want to kiss my husband, hold … Continue reading

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A BreakThrough! Come Dance With Me!

Things have FINALLY started to look up. After a HORRID experience this weekend, I FINALLY Have Made it To a Point of Happiness. So join me, Dance with Me with a Collection of tunes on my Sansa SanDisk MP3 Player … Continue reading

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To My Husband, Please Do Not Give Up on Me, On Us

As I rest my head tonight, I will dream of you. Please do not lose hope. Have faith in me, have faith in us. We were dead inside all our lives, we both wanted to die. But fate brought us … Continue reading

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I am Survivor, Let Me Fight For You.

  What is it like to be broken? How does it feel to be completely alone? What does it feel like to be violated and raped by men? The world of men does not understand how to decipher these hardships. … Continue reading

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The Universe Changes as I Bleed

My menstrual cycle. Non-existent for years since I have been on meds. It’s early morning here in New York, and as a new celestial event arises, so does my suffering. I am behooved with feelings of dread and fear. Please … Continue reading

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To James – You Saved My Life, and I Owe You Mine. True Love in the Purest Form.

Easter – I was reborn, in the Heart of Jesus Christ I am sinner, I am a whore, and I fell before your feet. Every night you heard me cry and scream for freedom. Every morning I looked into your … Continue reading

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