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Weakened and Broken – How the Psychiatric Industry Can Cripple You With Pills

I have been suffering with Bipolar Disorder for a long time and a lot of it wasn’t by choice. What has your experience been? For me, I was just handed pills to fix my depression and after that my life … Continue reading

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Survival of the Fittest: There is Only ‘Do and Do not’ There Is No Try.

I often wonder to myself how it is I get through life. I take a thousand risks, am overweight, and will drink two beers and swallow all my medication and go to bed. Yeah, not the sharpest tool in the … Continue reading

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Where Are You?

I know you have been listening. You have been following me all my life. But where are you? You have been hidden from me for a reason I do not know. Men, they come in and out of my life … Continue reading

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I Might Not Wake Up Tomorrow

Tonight is very hard. I am staring at my Lithium, my Seroquel and my Klonopin and I feel like swallowing them all tonight. I was all ready to sleep after a shower at midnight, and then the tears just kept … Continue reading

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The Ultimate Payback

Being released from Nassau University Medical Center has been an eye-opening experience at this point in my life. I have achieved and prevailed through unsurmountable challenges, and have secured my place at the Executive Level in the richest part of the … Continue reading

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To James – You Saved My Life, and I Owe You Mine. True Love in the Purest Form.

Easter – I was reborn, in the Heart of Jesus Christ I am sinner, I am a whore, and I fell before your feet. Every night you heard me cry and scream for freedom. Every morning I looked into your … Continue reading

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I Am Sharing With You My Story, That Will Rock The Very Foundation of What You Thought About Mental Illness and The Work Of God.

Nice catchy title huh? No seriously. Have you ever wondered if people with Mental Illness have a close connection with God? I mean like they’re special? It is a known FACT, that for a Bipolar Person, Mania, is usually the … Continue reading

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