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Weakened and Broken – How the Psychiatric Industry Can Cripple You With Pills

I have been suffering with Bipolar Disorder for a long time and a lot of it wasn’t by choice. What has your experience been? For me, I was just handed pills to fix my depression and after that my life … Continue reading

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What It Is That I Really Want (Finally!)

Money. Is that what drives you? Is that what you depend on for everything? Do you put money ahead of your friends, family and overall health and life? If so, I suggest you do a major overhaul pronto! I have … Continue reading

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Down, and Down the Rabbit Hole I Go

I am at the top of the world. Things are amazing, and I have wonderful friends and family, with so much love in my life. And then, the hole of depression opens up and swallows everything I have worked so … Continue reading

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My Petty Troubles Seem Infinitesimal In The Wake of a Tragic Loss

Contemplating suicide. I have been there. Many people have. But what is it like to actually see death? I have taken this life for granted. Over the past few days, and into the New Year, I have been writing about … Continue reading

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The Waves of Emotion Can Cripple a Human Soul

What does it feel like to want to die? You hear about suicides, even done by the most famous people like Robin Williams and Heath Ledger and you think why? How could they? I mean they have everything right? Is … Continue reading

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The Feeling of Mortality and Time

I had the oddest of experiences. Upon awakening yesterday, there was a weak knock at my door. My poor mother was in terrible health needing to go to the emergency room. I will admit I spent most of the day … Continue reading

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The Death of a Shadow

What happens when someone throws you away like garbage? What happens when you still care what they think of you afterwards? What happens when you become the worst version of yourself because you blame yourself for their actions? Weak. Nothing. … Continue reading

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