Tag Archives: mental illness

I Might Not Wake Up Tomorrow

Tonight is very hard. I am staring at my Lithium, my Seroquel and my Klonopin and I feel like swallowing them all tonight. I was all ready to sleep after a shower at midnight, and then the tears just kept … Continue reading

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I am Survivor, Let Me Fight For You.

  What is it like to be broken? How does it feel to be completely alone? What does it feel like to be violated and raped by men? The world of men does not understand how to decipher these hardships. … Continue reading

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When There is No Hope, My Soul Still Loves You, Please Hold on To My Love

I suffered yesterday. I went back to Nassau University Medical Center to go to the Gynaecology Department because I was hemorrhaging so much blood from my vagina. And do you know what they did? They stuck a medal tube in … Continue reading

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The Ultimate Payback

Being released from Nassau University Medical Center has been an eye-opening experience at this point in my life. I have achieved and prevailed through unsurmountable challenges, and have secured my place at the Executive Level in the richest part of the … Continue reading

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The Universe Changes as I Bleed

My menstrual cycle. Non-existent for years since I have been on meds. It’s early morning here in New York, and as a new celestial event arises, so does my suffering. I am behooved with feelings of dread and fear. Please … Continue reading

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A Message of Hope to the Patients on the 14th Floor of Nassau Community Medical Center

My brothers and sisters. James, Eugene, Desmond, Lionel, Barbara, Regina and Carol, I cried for you today. Since my discharge I have been in high gear – taking care of finances, being the bad ass business woman I am – … Continue reading

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The Power of Forgiveness from the Laws of Jesus Christ – An Open Letter of Thanks to the Magnificent Staff at Nassau University Medical Center’s Psych Unit

  My words. They come from the Dead Sea Scrolls. They come from the aliens who aided Nikola Telsa. “You don’t need to find my love of hope and healing from tall churches of gold and silver, break a piece … Continue reading

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