Tag Archives: religion

Hold On

Hold on when you can’t go on any longer. Time is against us. The world is against us. But between time and space we exist. So hold on. I cannot save you. I tried damned hard. But I just wasn’t … Continue reading

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Please Keep Hope Alive. I am Dying Without My Husband, I am in Pain, But I will Prevail, My Spirit is Strong!

The boils started on my legs this afternoon. My mother scrambled to rub cocoa butter on them while my father said to try the Calamine lotion. I don’t know what to do. I just want to kiss my husband, hold … Continue reading

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I Might Not Wake Up Tomorrow

Tonight is very hard. I am staring at my Lithium, my Seroquel and my Klonopin and I feel like swallowing them all tonight. I was all ready to sleep after a shower at midnight, and then the tears just kept … Continue reading

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The Universe Changes as I Bleed

My menstrual cycle. Non-existent for years since I have been on meds. It’s early morning here in New York, and as a new celestial event arises, so does my suffering. I am behooved with feelings of dread and fear. Please … Continue reading

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To James – You Saved My Life, and I Owe You Mine. True Love in the Purest Form.

Easter – I was reborn, in the Heart of Jesus Christ I am sinner, I am a whore, and I fell before your feet. Every night you heard me cry and scream for freedom. Every morning I looked into your … Continue reading

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A Message of Hope to the Patients on the 14th Floor of Nassau Community Medical Center

My brothers and sisters. James, Eugene, Desmond, Lionel, Barbara, Regina and Carol, I cried for you today. Since my discharge I have been in high gear – taking care of finances, being the bad ass business woman I am – … Continue reading

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I Am Sharing With You My Story, That Will Rock The Very Foundation of What You Thought About Mental Illness and The Work Of God.

Nice catchy title huh? No seriously. Have you ever wondered if people with Mental Illness have a close connection with God? I mean like they’re special? It is a known FACT, that for a Bipolar Person, Mania, is usually the … Continue reading

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