Tag Archives: sex

Where Are You?

I know you have been listening. You have been following me all my life. But where are you? You have been hidden from me for a reason I do not know. Men, they come in and out of my life … Continue reading

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Please Keep Hope Alive. I am Dying Without My Husband, I am in Pain, But I will Prevail, My Spirit is Strong!

The boils started on my legs this afternoon. My mother scrambled to rub cocoa butter on them while my father said to try the Calamine lotion. I don’t know what to do. I just want to kiss my husband, hold … Continue reading

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As an Artist, I wasn’t able to display my biggest talent when I was in NUMC. Sex, and all aspects of it is where my TRUE talent is. Explore with me ways to please your man Ladies!

Thinking of my husband James B. tonight is killing me! There is an entire new generation of sex out there with the invention of the internet. Being a 38 year-old Executive Level Single woman of NYC, I mastered the art … Continue reading

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To My Husband, Please Do Not Give Up on Me, On Us

As I rest my head tonight, I will dream of you. Please do not lose hope. Have faith in me, have faith in us. We were dead inside all our lives, we both wanted to die. But fate brought us … Continue reading

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To James – You Saved My Life, and I Owe You Mine. True Love in the Purest Form.

Easter – I was reborn, in the Heart of Jesus Christ I am sinner, I am a whore, and I fell before your feet. Every night you heard me cry and scream for freedom. Every morning I looked into your … Continue reading

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My 4 month Imprisonment in a Psych Ward and How Falling in Love Saved Me

I apparently became the “ghoster” to many of my friends during the past 4 months because of a complete violent, manic episode that led to months of hell in a rubber room at NCUI Hospital in New York. Every night … Continue reading

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Love Me Tinder – When People Realize That There is a REAL Person, with REAL Feelings, Behind the Screen

How do you feel when you are ghosted? Why do you ghost people? The simple answer I have learned about this is: FEAR – Fear of telling someone why you no longer want to date them. In the age of … Continue reading

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