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I am Survivor, Let Me Fight For You.

  What is it like to be broken? How does it feel to be completely alone? What does it feel like to be violated and raped by men? The world of men does not understand how to decipher these hardships. … Continue reading

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My 4 month Imprisonment in a Psych Ward and How Falling in Love Saved Me

I apparently became the “ghoster” to many of my friends during the past 4 months because of a complete violent, manic episode that led to months of hell in a rubber room at NCUI Hospital in New York. Every night … Continue reading

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When the Going Gets Tough, the Tough Gets Stronger

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A Question of Faith

What is it like to have faith? What soars through your body when you call out to God or your higher power? I haven’t heard God’s voice in a long time, and it has been very painful for me. Mental … Continue reading

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Feeling at my Worst, but still Hoping for the Best

Bipolar is so god damn hard. We can’t make heads or tails of the situations we are in, and even if things are perfect in our perfect world it all still feels like complete shit. Why is that? I have … Continue reading

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Overcoming A Mountain in Life

I had a brush with suicide a little while ago, and today as I reflect on what has happened, I realize how great life really is. It is a gift that we shouldn’t take for granted. I don’t want to … Continue reading

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Don’t Let Your Mental Illness Define You

As the emergence of Spring begins for another new year, I feel myself being alive again. Without the boggles of people weighing me down, my dark room has finally become brighter. Living in this bipolar universe, I realized the mistakes … Continue reading

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